Essays & the occasional note

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I like to say "I live in my mind". So read an essay or two and spend a moment as a tourist in the depths of my soul's joy and torment.

  • Three Years of Solitude

    Three Years of Solitude

    Solitude changes us. We never get a pick in the type of solitude we endure, only how we respond to it. I could be fighting like hell to hold onto that person I was before entering solitude. Three years… Three fucking years and I was going in circles; repeating the same viscous cycle over and… Read more

  • A Virgin’s Sub-Space

    A Virgin’s Sub-Space

    It’s like floating for the first time. You feel your body become completely surrounded by the stamina of the water. You let yourself relax and find trust in the small movements of the waves. Then you finally let go and you’re free. Your mind and body are at peace.  The rope smelled so sweet; I… Read more

  • the camera man

    the camera man

    All of a sudden he put the camera to the side and leaned back, taking in the expanse of my body and my pussy so close to his throbbing cock. His eyes surveyed me with lust and need. Slowly, he lifted himself closer to me. I could smell his cologne clouding around me as he… Read more

  • The Guarded Lover

    The Guarded Lover

    I like to imagine that this is what a Taurus is like guarded and mysterious You can’t read a single thing of them other than what they show you what they gift to you To know this knight takes a delicate patience the rest of the world pretends to possess but doesn’t fully understand But there… Read more

  • Girls support Girls, but not really…

    Girls support Girls, but not really…

    Sometimes what you thought was your dream is only a path leading you to a new one. I discovered my true journey through my sorority experience. Read more

  • I’m a sex worker, but I’m still me.

    I’m a sex worker, but I’m still me.

    “When did you outgrow your upbringings?” I remember the first time I felt I disappointed a mentor by my career choice. I worked so hard to position myself in a place I could be guided by this particular idol. At this point in my life there was nothing I wanted more than to grow up… Read more